Cherieeee

Bye singapore

2012-02-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

In another 26 hours, i'd probably be in the plane thats ready to take off anytime. It was a bad and emotional torture week for me. This getaway came at the right time because i'm gonna throw all my troubles here and spend some bonding time with my parent. Shall study the last three chapters soon. Bye ^^

Cutie pie!

RIP

2012-02-25T15:25:00.000+08:00

To my dearest cousin,

ah wei jie jie, the name that ive been calling you for all these years. May you find peace in the other world as you're free from all the pain and sufferings now. May you stay happy as before and though your presence still lingers around us, your smile, your face and your laughter, we have no choice but to accept this sudden fact that you're gone. May you be safe in the hand of god and we'll always miss you.

The very last photo we took together. I love you.

Just one song to summarise it all

2012-02-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

FEBBBBB

2012-02-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

Some of the things that are happening recently..

My fav <3

My new set of nails that i did last week

During the wedding dinner..

Found this on 9gag, so cute right~ The caption was supposed to be "IM FAT"

Everything With Fries on Hong's bd

Today, thats my father and vincy's father holding hand. LOL

Btw, i'll get to travel with my parent again! Heading to New Zealand this time round, 10 days, it'll pass by pretty fast right?

1916 hrs

2012-02-14T19:16:00.002+08:00

Heading to a wedding dinner soon~~

14022012

2012-02-14T17:34:00.002+08:00

Valentine's Day is a day of love,
For showing that we care,
And if we read the Bible,
God describes love there:

If we speak like celestial angels
From heaven up above,
All our words mean nothing
If we don’t have Christian love.

Love is patient, love is kind;
It doesn’t brag or boast;
Love conquers pride and envy;
It is never self-engrossed.

Love is not rude or angry;
Forgiveness counters wrong;
Love stays away from evil;
It sings a truthful song.

Love is full of trust and hope;
It always perseveres;
Love never fails; It’s faithful;
To the Bible it adheres.

And if you give this kind of love
To your special Valentine,
You’ll be loving right in harmony
With God’s own sweet design.

Got this from my cousin, Happy Valentine's Day people! (:

angel of mine

2012-02-13T03:24:00.001+08:00

是因为我不够坚强还是因为你已经渐渐的成为另一部分的我。从来没有那么依赖过一个人的我，已经体会到别人常说的 "I cant live without you". However, this phrase is too over-rated, because we only cant live without oxygen, water and food, not human. Therefore, to be exact, i guess the only answer that i can come out with, is loving someone too much, the desire and the urge to have him by your side.. that is the explanation to why am i feeling like this.

235

2012-02-11T02:35:00.000+08:00

Still mugging now at this hour, last min and test at 930 tmr. HOSEH

Happy Valentine's Day, glad that you like it hehe

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Never in my life

2012-02-08T05:44:00.000+08:00

Because i'd promised myself to change, therefore i'd change. Because i already knew where the problem is coming from, therefore i'd not let it happen again. Because i want my life to stay like this forever, therefore i shall not let anything destroy this happiness. All because of love, all because of you and all because of us.

domino

2012-02-05T15:11:00.001+08:00

This is my niece, i call her 'Carpark Lady/ Feng Fei Fei' cause of her hat hahaha.

Ok this is so-innocent me and my mother always claims that we looked alike. Do we?

This is us, my mashimaro's papi at the Xth dinner for CNY

Omw to shoot earlier today, slept for 3 hours only T.T

During the shoot

Now, i have to rush to complete so many things. Ahhh boring shitzz. Cant believe that im gonna be in Year 3 this coming april.

everyday when im with you

2012-02-01T03:34:00.001+08:00

I would like to thank my love for everything. For his knowledge, for accepting my temper and stubbornness, for sacrificing his sleep and time for me, for sending me to places and waited for hours, for protecting me, for his love and care, for respecting my decisions, for accommodating, for putting himself in my shoes always, for understanding me so well and lastly, for being who he is whenever he's with me and allowing me to be who i am with no restriction.

goodnight everyone..

Love over everything

2012-02-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

On a random day when he suddenly craves for Cold Stone.

Fairy point 7, brayden's car hehe. My butt too fat

First day~

She looked so adorable and cute that day.

Too busy gambling my time away and didnt bring my memory card out thus i cant take any pictures. It was one of the best cny ive celebrated after many years. Esp that special feeling that ive experienced when he's like one of my family member already. This chalet was tiring but the money was well-spent.

Aiyo ive got no luck to gamble cause i always lose the money he's won for us. Though CNY is not officially over, im already waiting for the next one. Valentines day next and my films are here alr woohooo!

So many deadlines now, and after the main examination, im gonna be in year 3 soon. How time flies..really. I think ill miss school and i love how hardworking i am now. *AHEM* hehe

Mashimaro

2012-01-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

And since i know what i want exactly for my future, ive lost the interest to blog. The significance of blogging used to be updating about my personal life and what has been going on. However, i think that the necessity is no longer there. Nevertheless, i'll still post as and when i like. Basically, I love 2012 because it started off pretty well except for the very first day. It's been good to me and in another 3 more days, it's chinese new year. Anticipating it only the last few days as the CNY's vibes is getting stronger. Gambling, reunion dinner with all my family members including my cousies, chalet, angbaos...cant wait!

Ive just ordered 10 packets of films from gmarket, i hope it comes asap so that i can start using it and take as many during CNY. I wanna paste on baby's wall and form a heart shape...Yes la #happygirl.

2012-01-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

0112hours- My hello kitty polaroid arrived at his place earlier today and he sent me this photo. Cant wait to use it!! <3<3<3

Photobooth

2012-01-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

Very lazy to blog a proper one. There are still so many photos in my card, lazy to upload too. Sigh...

Year of dragon

2012-01-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

7/1/12 Papa's company dinner at amk

Love this photo. CNY's coming, need to do my nails..

Cant stop love

2012-01-09T13:59:00.001+08:00

The greatest mum on Earth, i love you mummy. Happy Birthday to you~

3 years

2012-01-09T04:17:00.000+08:00

I love you so much.

Happy happy birthday

2012-01-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

Today's 4th January, the special day of yours. Happy Birthday Mashimaro Papi, mummy/man tou loves you (:

2012, i want a new beginning with you. I dont want anything else but you. Wait, ill prove it. Actions speak louder than words.

2011-12-31T22:53:00.000+08:00

1 hour plus to welcome 2012. I drank too much last night and thus i aint feeling well now. It sucks. Afterall, im still a girl and yes, like most of the other girls, they would love to spend it with someone they love, hug each other and say Happy new year when it strikes 12, followed by a kiss.

and what if he's not here, but then again, what rights do i deserve him here? this is how imma spend my countdown in 2011, with all these thoughts and feelings.

Wedding Dinner + Avatar + Gathering (Overdue)

2011-12-30T21:15:00.001+08:00

Attended this wedding dinner last month and i finally have time to upload and post the photos (: Felt a little awkward to attend a wedding dinner with ALL STRANGERS except baby. Yea because we're the representatives of his parent.

Of course, we took some photos. And i always love to watch the video that's being play during wedding dinners as it's always so touching and it makes me wanna cry HAHA.

After our dinner, we went to avatar to celebrate Lawrance's brithday!

Us as usual~

Before lawrance's birthday at Avatar

I LOVE MESSY HAIRRRR :D

Peterrrrrr

That was the first day i partied with Stella and she's so wasted that day!

So after a few days, the girls finally decided to meet up while Lovelyn is back!

She is so nice to buy all of us christmas cupcakes! Sadly i got the chocolate one and i only took a few bites out of respect as i dont like chocolate..

6 of us~

And last photo before lovelyn went off! Then the rest of us decided to head to sensation since i've finished my MST and i remembered it was a sad day for me because of...

And im thankful and im really appreciative to have you...

burst that bubble

2011-12-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

0058hrs- sometimes, i dont know what are we. One minute ago, i felt like you're my forever and vice versa. And right after that minute, everything just hit the bottom of the pit. So tell me, what are we exactly? You think that you're the one thats tired. So how about me? I am tired too..

It's 29 again!

2011-12-29T12:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 6 MONTHS BABYYYYYYYY! Me LUBS YOUUUUUU <3

The leo

2011-12-28T16:04:00.000+08:00

1609hrs- waiting for phoebe to get ready and finally im meeting up with her for some retail therapy! CNY is coming, an excuse to shop again!

Malaysia Truly Asia~

2011-12-28T02:12:00.000+08:00

Since it's a public holiday, love's family decided to go Malaysia to eat some durian. Tag along and we only had 3 pathetic hours of sleep..so first photo of the day!

While waiting..

I wanna travel again next year, yes for sure! And this lucky boy just striked 4D twice last week, $.$!!

So we headed to Tuas as woodlands checkpoint got far too many cars.

Once we reached malaysia, his father sacrificed the front seat to me as i will get car sickness easily. ):

So after 2+ hours of journey, we've finally reached Tangkak, his parent's friend's place.

Heheh <3

Bird nest! So their friend owned a place to harvest all these nests before they're being sold! So being a kind soul, he actually brought us there to see the place and how is it like.

These are the droppings from the bird, hmm.. But these helps us to allocate where the nests are too.

Heheh see the baby birds inside

So yupp that's how you get your bird nest soup from these birds. So i went to google a little bit more: "The edible bird's nests are among the most expensive animal products consumed by humans. The nests have been used in Chinese cooking for over 400 years, most often as bird's nest soup"

They have guard dogs to guard the place and the puppy's very naughty so he kept trying to play with his parent haha. So now we're heading to the durian farm!

I didnt keep track of the time but i hate the route to reach the durian plantation as it was a bumpy ride and the whole road was filled with holes.

So they went to search for durian. Dont really dare to go in as durian trees are all over and afraid that they will just drop down anytime once it's ripe.

The behicle that we sat to reach the plantation.

See, so many durianssss

He is the boss of this plantation but he is so humble!

Yay durianssss! I swear i ate till i cannot take it anymore.

His eyes 0.0

Smiley face :D

Me: "Ahhhh so many durians i wanna vomit already" I ate 5 different kinds of durian such as D24, D13 101, Mao Shan wang and one more. LOL

The LIM Family.

And then he went to help the boss to pick some fresh mangosteen.

And tadah! Went to have our dinner and drove back home. Reached singapore arnd 1 and we were all drained out. It's been so long since i last visited malaysia for so many hours as it's either i went in to have dinner/ pump petrol with baby and then back home.

Merry Christmas!

2011-12-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

Went Shangri-la to celebrate his bro's birthday. It's a pinky day as baby loves to dress in the identical colour with me.

First round~

Cheeky Baby

I dont like the angle but it's okay~

His bro and his gf :)

All of us

And right after we took that picture, we spotted this squirrel that is so close to us. So cute!

And then It's Christmas eve! Went to long's aunty place to have steamboat.

Three down that day, he's one of them. Look at the amount of wines they've prepared..

He's already 13 years old.. super old

On christmas day, steamboat at pu's and went to another place to play poker for awhile

Their dog. And seeing so many dogs reminds me of my own. Im sucha irresponsible and lousy owner. Sigh ):

Yupp she's my old dog. Bought her right after my PSLE from my father as i did pretty well i guess? But soon after i attended sec school, i went out very often and neglected him a lot, really a lot. Yea now i do miss him but i suppose she'll be better under the care of my bro's friend. Lesson learnt.

Next post! Trip to Malaysia! Stay tune~

Saw this online

2011-12-27T21:24:00.000+08:00

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.

2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.

3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.

4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.

5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.

6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.

7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.

8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.

9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous

on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You

always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most

likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are

likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most

likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a

spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you

will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of

the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in

your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &

your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a

pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match

would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2

No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You

day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for

every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change

according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of

musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet

as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a

sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You

are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you

settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you

are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will

sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad

vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no

other people can put up with you!

Number 3

You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots

of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope

with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you

would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a

point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are

not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But

once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You

always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and

problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love

money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look

after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being

generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,

creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!

Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4

You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in

life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause

nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other

people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you

are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too

much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and

get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You

love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family

and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live

with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be

careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And

beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a

hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good

match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5

You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your

enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will

be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will

always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help

your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down

you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are

married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with

anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You

learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good

match 6, 8.

Number 6

Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you

always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either

education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people

who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your

mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But

if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships

until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged

early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person

of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and

after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because

you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step

further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7

You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,

singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value

your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain

age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces

lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have

everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to

get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you

might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your

best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8

You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand

you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the

one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way

through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who

will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very

reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and

always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often

late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems

such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-

disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take

you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your

Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9

You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,

physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will

think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!

Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will

have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very

naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been

involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when

you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho

type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or

banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but

you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are

humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve

targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model

for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

#alliwantforchristmas

2011-12-19T18:22:00.000+08:00

One of my fav.

Real peace is in your heart

2011-12-19T15:32:00.000+08:00

Came across this and decided to share it :

A daughter complained to her father about life and how things were so
hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted
to give up. She was tired of struggling. It seemed that as soon as one
problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her father, a chef, took her to the kitchen. He filled three pots with
water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In
one he placed carrots, in the second he placed eggs, and the last he
placed ground coffee beans. He let them sit and boil, without saying a
word.
The daughter sucked her teeth and impatiently waited, wondering what he
was doing. In about twenty minutes he turned off the burners. He fished
the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. He pulled the eggs out and
placed them a bowl. Then he ladled the coffee out and placed it in a
bowl. Turning to her he asked. "What do you see?"
"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied.
He brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and
noted that they were soft. He then asked her to take an egg and break
it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.
Finally, he asked her to sip the coffee. She smiled as she tasted its
rich aroma.
She said, "What's the point?"
He explained that each of the items had faced the same adversity -
boiling water - but each reacted differently.
The carrot went in strong and hard. But after being subjected to the
boiling water, it softened and became weak.
The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid
interior. But after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became
hardened.
The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the
boiling water, they had changed the water.
"Which are you?" he asked his daughter. "When adversity knocks on your
door, how do you respond? Do you become weak, like a carrot, hard on the
inside, like an egg, or do you change the circumstances, like the coffee beans?"

drowning in your love

2011-12-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'll use pictures from my phone to describe what have i been doing for the past few weeks. Camera's not with me now~

Work:

Princess

Wangz hotel, the scenery is so nice..

Partner at golf event

Dinner:

Christmas cupcake from Lovelyn

Bro's 22nd birthday celebration.

Random:

My baby niece. She's so cute yes?

At least some decent pictures to post. Finally done with my tests, results for the audition will be out somewhere during mid Jan. Christmas and New Year is coming soon, this year past by too fast~ and in 2012 i'll be 19, lol still far but anyway, it's still gonna happen in the near future.

In this cruel and harsh world we're living in, only the strong survive. Strong mind wins all. Just live everyday like it's the last and life will be so much happier.

Pms

2011-12-18T18:30:00.000+08:00

When you're experiencing pms, you should just show a poker face and keeps quiet to prevent arguments. For me, I think I just need some happy food and a constant reminder that everything's ok and then a peck on the cheek. Then again, sometimes it don't work using this method cause I'll get more irritated. Simply because I don't understand myself. But I'm lucky that I found someone who understands me more than I do.

2011-12-17T02:09:00.000+08:00

It's easy to find a partner. But the thing is that, it's not easy to find someone that makes you complete. Holidays now!

DoReMeFaSoLa

2011-12-15T03:40:00.002+08:00

Im so tired of studying. I get distracted so easily.. hmm last paper tmr, two more chapters of notes to go. icandoiticandoiticandoit. But saying is different from doing, it doesnt help at all for me. ):

Pout. And then i went to browse his dp and found one identical photo of mine.

Doraemon? hahah nah new nickname for my babysmell! Second round of audition this friday at mediacorp, just give me a little more luck on that day please.

The world is beautiful and it also applies to all of us. Anyway, i've been eating broccoli/cauliflower almost everyday as part of my diet plan. 5 small meals a day helps, it really does. But make sure that the food is low in calories.

I hope that one day when i go and buy some food from any stores, i wouldnt even need to bother looking at the nutrition facts behind the product. It becomes a habit for me now by looking at how much calories, energy blarblar it contains.

2011-12-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

watching horror film all alone..photoshoot tomorrow, lesson ends at 9 again.

assurance

2011-12-07T03:19:00.000+08:00

Truly deeply madly

2011-12-07T02:52:00.002+08:00

Superhuman

2011-12-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

And then ill just stop feeling like this for awhile. I know drinking only helps to forget the question. But it helps to keep you numb for awhile. It helps you to run away from the reality. It helps you to feel better for a while and then you'll feel like shit after it wears off.

One last try

2011-12-05T05:24:00.000+08:00

Million songs cant express the exact feeling from me right now. And right after this, ill learn to control my emotions, learn to suppress them inside me, learn to wait, learn to be patient. I've learnt so much from you, ive learnt how to love someone right and how to treat someone right. Sometimes, things might be a little too late. It took me so long to actually realise that all these while, ive been lying to myself, lying that i know whats wrong, lying that ill change, lying that i know what am i doing. However, ive never lied about my love, about my feelings for you. It's true, i know that very well. There's so may ifs in my mind right now but if dont really exist. Learn to cherish anything before it's gone. I've seen this sentence so many times.. yet ive failed to cherish mine. You can put the blame on me, you can make me live with regrets and i should actually kill myself for causing the same mistake over and over again. I always thought that i know how to make things right. I used to held my pride up high, i want my face, i got my ego, i wouldnt want to admit that its my fault, i thought that what i've sacrificed was enough and to think that im matured enough for you. ALL WRONG. Though im only 18, ive already made up my mind. I can give up anything for you..simply because you're worth my sacrifice. When it comes to love, it's either all or nothing. And you're my all... Look at us, look at our pictures, look at our smiles. They're real and genuine...

我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎麼摆脱纠缠
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

Imsorry

2011-12-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

This feeling, this heart-ache that ive caused upon myself, i cant explain it in words.

蘇打綠sodagreen - 喜歡寂寞

2011-11-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Im finally home after a week plus, been staying in school & love's place. But im only back to change fresh outfit and heading back soon. Ah it's the last week...

Nope things arent as bad as how i thought it is.

happy 5th my dear

2011-11-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

i want to dye back my old hair colour but it's very hard to do so now after dying black ): Regret dying black but whats done cannot be undone so ill just wait for it to fade off.

I hate it when i'll find food everytime im angry or sad ): Oh and my bf created twitter hahaha so cute.

Probably the best of me

2011-11-28T03:12:00.000+08:00

Doing mask now~ kay he's playing bs again, guess ill turn in soon

I will try my best and get back to where i used to be.

Brownyyyy

2011-11-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

Currently dying my hair to brown again, well as usual. I still prefer brown more than black I guess. But the troublesome part is that when the black roots start crawling out, you'll have to scratch your head and think of something new again ):

hello jello yellow monday

2011-11-21T12:25:00.000+08:00

Staying in school's hostel for 2 weeks. I have almost anything here except for a television. Oh well, it's 1224 now, test at 1 and im heading back to school in a bit.

I still believe

2011-11-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

In time to come, we'll be more than what we are today. This, I promise you.

the edge

2011-11-19T22:56:00.002+08:00

以为爱情本无害
没有防备一头栽
如果是我是我做得太坏
至少你也让我明白
我把记忆翻出来
脑子里一片空白
对错真假都随你更改
你曾说承诺如果给不起
不是真心而是更珍惜
你对爱的定义
曾让我如此着迷
你又说感情不能太小心
没有不甘心
得失不在手里
如今不发一言离去
这才明白
你想暗示的结局

Dreams vs reality

2011-11-19T19:35:00.001+08:00

If you told me that im first, dont make me feel like im second instead

2011-11-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

The best poker face

2011-11-18T15:12:00.003+08:00

If you manage to put yourself in my shoes and I did likewise, mistakes can be avoided and prevented that led us to argument. As long as we're trying, I believe that things will work out eventually. I love and accept you fOr who you are and vice versa, therefore I see no reasons for us to give up so easily. Busy week and I love it as jobs are coming in. Good Charlotte concert tonight, can't dream without you is my favorite song by them. Avatar tonight with the girls! It's been a long time since the last and I hoped that i don't get wasted.

Work tomorrow and I need to be up by 12. Btw there's a new app called feecha, the person who feecha-ed the most will stand a chance to win $8888. Furthermore, feecha is a free app! Feel free to download and explore it~

Substitute, vulnerable

2011-11-15T03:11:00.001+08:00

If both were never meant to be, no matter how much love they have for each other, they can never be together

seriously, this shows everything

2011-11-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU AND YOUR GAME X 10000000000

2011-11-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

I don't even know how to express my feelings in words. But again and again, you made me feel like I __________(I don't know what to fill in). I'm so tired of feeling this way and better still, I can't even compare myself to a criminal.

Same script different cast

2011-11-14T11:56:00.004+08:00

Hi it's monday already. Another week has passed. It's only 6 weeks more before we bid goodbye to 2011. Too fast too fast. Have a happy week ahead!

I spoilt his com hahahaha

Went to northpoint for lunch yesterday and randomly chance upon my childhood food. I dont know if you would consider this as sweet not.

Workworkwork! $.$

Dear god

2011-11-14T01:10:00.002+08:00

You taught me whats love and then you showed me whats love.

"So dear I love him that with him, All deaths I could endure. Without him, live no life." William Shakespeare

2011-11-11T15:33:00.000+08:00

你的愛值得信賴你的心靠在身邊
只要你在我就有許多夢想只要你在我就有更多力量
親愛的我多麼幸運人海中能夠遇見你
親愛的我多麼盼望就從這一刻起和你分享所有感覺

Life, is so fragile.

2011-11-09T00:31:00.001+08:00

Had dinner with my parents along with baby's mum and ahma. Felt like it was a parent meeting session. Found this online:

My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.

“Why?” he asked, shocked. “I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!” I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can’t even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me:” What can I do to change your mind?”

Somebody said it right, it’s hard to change a person’s personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered : “Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind, Let’s say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?” He said :” I will give you your answer tomorrow….” My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes…. My dear, “I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further..” This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

“When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way. You always have the cramps whenever your “good friend” approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom. You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand… and tell you the color of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face… Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do… I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. ”

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting… and as I continue on reading… “Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk… I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread….

Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone…

That’s life, and love. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form.. . flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands… and that’s our life… Love, not words win arguments…

I wished

2011-11-06T15:10:00.000+08:00

I wished to:
1) be an Air stewardess as i can fly and travel around while working.
2) open my own pastry shop
3) be always happy
4) stop thinking too much into things

Halloween~~

2011-11-04T03:44:00.000+08:00

So finally here's the halloween post! Attended my bro's BBQ first before heading to club. My third's bro gf Apple! (:

My Dasao~

This one no need to introduce la hor haha

Prepared and ready to club!

Camwhore

Camwhore again...

Michelle.. That day we were supposed to go Avalon for Steve Aoki but the queue's crazy and the management sucks at handling crowd. To make things worse, it rained twice so people got to go up and down like some idoit. Gave up and went to zouk instead.

Esther~

When we started drinking, our face gets red easily. So ill let the pictures do the talking for now.

Them..

This picture is quite cute, look at michelle's expression and handsign. Loser hahaha

So it's the actual day of Halloween. Went to soul first to look for Nicole and Fate.

Tried red lipsticks for the first time

Fate

Chinese vampire? Hahah he's quite cute. He told us he accidentally used Chilli powder for his face and he quickly washed off. Then he used corn flour to achieve the white face.

I was supposed to be a bunny but somehow i became like a cat instead.

Japanese guy

This photo can be deceiving though.

Ladyboy?

This group of guys is sexayyy, they got many diff types of poses man, showing their butts and chest.

Then we went Clark Quay to look for mel and joa before heading down to Avatar and then Nana. Wow hopped to so many diff places uh.

Bloody cooks

And she said: "Cook me please"

Alvin

Peter~

Lincoln

Hi babyboy~

Can i eat you up alive?

The vampire gang~

Ok thats all for now! Hi baby you suck, you know why?

Not telling you! <3

Whats the next word after love?

2011-11-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

Do you know how it feels like, to miss someone so badly when the last time you met him was only 5 mins ago? To miss him like every seconds every minutes, as long as your brain starts functioning? While you're showering, eating, drinking and others, no matter what you're doing, he's always there. Even when you're with him, you're still missing him and can never get enough of him. And yes, Im feeling this everyday. I want him so badly right now ): I used to say that love isnt all about sacrificing, i was so wrong. It is, he's right.

Taiwan part 1

2011-11-03T00:52:00.001+08:00

So here we go, Taiwan here we come. A place filled with many delicious street-snacks and many more!

Ready, jetset and go! Just hold on and never let go

And finally...after 5 hours, we've reached taipei! So we went straight to hotel to check in first and went out to XMD to find food to eat.

It's already 11 when we reached, most of the shops were closed already~

The first shop that's still open! so.. we went in and try some luck!

Huge dog, it took me some courage to actually squat beside him and take a picture tgt~

so baby tried his luck..

My turn, but i failed la..

However, their stores are different. When you reached an amt and still failed to catch that bear, they'll help you with it. Like they'll give you hints and put it closer to the hole. And tadah, caught this couple!

And the first food we saw was sausages!

all enjoying~

I forgot what's this already but its tasteless. No like.

Lu-rou fan, not too bad compared to the 'famous' one.

The vain boys

Day 2!

The crackers are really nice and we bought two packets. In the end we cant bring back cause we got too many stuffs to carry them back to singapore.

Taipei 101

seeeeee, act cute again

Mic said that someone told her that the Din Tai Fung in taiwan is nicer than Sing. Therefore we went to try~

The food's indeed nicer and we were all famished therefore didnt capture any shot of the food.

Tried to capture the whole building, the weather's pretty bad and cloudy that day.

I think this pictue got feel leh hahaha.

This can turn out to be a very nice picture IF it didnt rain or it came like 1 min later~

so we got thirsty and we stopped by to buy bubble tea..its pretty nice

Zhongxiao

The stuffs arent really cheap therefore we decided to go over to WuFenPu for more shopping.

Their favourite dog is poodle and its commonly seen almost anywhere! All of them are being well taken care of by their owners and they're so CUTEEEEEEEE :D

Quail eggs!

belongs to the street stall's couple~

Aye one of the egg's inside his mouth hahaha

Though WuFenPu is a wholesaler district, they're already selling winter wears and the summer clothes aint really nice. So....We went to shilin, the largest night market in taipei!

That day was seriously bad. It rained twice and we got to keep buying umbrella and the shops closed earlier than usual due to the rain.

Third day, the day we went Luxy~

We went over to XMD this time round, during the day. First stop is to buy bubble tea, Ding Cha. Im in love with Ding Cha! It's so much nicer than Koi and Gong Cha okayyyyzzz. But the only retail outlet in Singapore is located at Jurong!

Now its time to search for food. And one of the food that you cannot missed out over there- MeeSua

Went to eat AhZhong meesua, wooo and know what, after trying ahzhong im didnt eat singapore's Shilin meesua anymore hahaha!

Next is mister donuts! Omg their donuts are so chewyyyyyyyyy, love them.

Shark Night 3D

So after we've satisfied our stomach, we went to walk around again~

And know what, i totally forgot about this cafe till i saw the signboard. I was like omg that cafe! it was one of the places that i intended to go......

Sweets! Which is the hello kitty cafe! Sorry but im a hello kitty fan hahahaha

Look at the designs of the cake, so cute right~ It's like you cant bear to eat them at all

Since im there, i could never missed out their food. Even if it tasted badly or what, doesnt matter hahaha.

Dragged bf to dine in the cafe

Me feeling a lil excited haha

By the way, the staffs over there are quite friendly and i love how the outfit for the guys. They're all dressed in pink and white with neck ribbons haha.

It wasnt as bad as how i thought it should be.

Bf's order, it's quite nice actually.

Kay we're done with the food and its time to proceed on! But before that, i went to their restrooms and woo so cute, it's pink again and i love their chair la.

Went to look for TaiYang Bing. The sun set pretty early in Taiwan during this season. The sky starts to turn dark around 5 alr.. Next stop, i went to ShiDa, one of their local night market that was introduced by their locals. The stuffs over there suit me more and it's much cheaper.

Not really nice though.

But this, is fawesome! Yes it's fucking delicious, yumyum.

Da Chang Bao Xiao Chang- Big sausage wrapped small sausage.

Well no comments but i dont like. The big sausage is actually rice and they wrapped the real sausage in between.

Bo Luo Bao, FREAKING NICE~ Heheheheheh

Okay shall update about part 2. I got so many posts to do man, china and halloween. aye kay bye

Accidentally

2011-11-02T02:38:00.002+08:00

Sch's at 11 tomorrow till 6. The day afetr tmr, 9am-6pm. Life is good. Sometimes..

The more you love, the more you lose a part of you, yet you dont become less of you are, instead you end up being complete.

10 random facts about me

2011-11-01T03:34:00.000+08:00

1) I cannot multi-task and srsly i suck at it, esp when im watching tv cause you can never get a reply from me.

2) I hate to use chopsticks cause i dont know how to hold it in the correct way

3) I have high forehead

4) I'll listen to music while showering and sing along when i hear my fav song

5) Im bad at expressing myself with words

6) I dont expect anything in return for whatever i do for you

7) For 18 years of my life ive never had long fringe before, like really long kind.

8) Im sentimental

9) I like guys with double eyelids

10) My nail tips are white and often mistaken as french nails.

Changing my facebook now~ No thats not enough.

Halloween

2011-10-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

Halloween was fun last night, hopped to many places and im dressed up as a bunny. Somehow my make-up made me look like im a cat instead with that hairband. hahaha feeling very horrible right now after drinking a little too much. Tried to puke but it doesnt work. Many photos to upload but havent got the time to do so. Ok im craving for curry fish head now, i want to eat spicy food. Well i cant really take spicy..

counting down again

2011-10-19T02:50:00.000+08:00

Finished packing everything and im so tired right now~ Hope that this trip will be a successful one, bye singapore! (:

He's trying to act shuai and seduce the camera hahaha

Oh his eyes, his eyes

2011-10-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

Im finally back~ Well the whole trip wasnt really a smooth one, thanks to me as i wanted to change my flight schedule. Beijing dont welcome us, or rather just me. Went to surprise baby the moment i touched down and i was pretty successful in that. Wrapping him around my arms is the best thing i could ever ask for and dream of for the past 10 days.

I wanted to update about my china trip before i fly to taiwan but guess ill do it once im back. Meanwhile, ive uploaded a few of my self-taken pictures. Just done with packing 3/4 of my luggage, need to plan the list of places that we're gonna visit in taiwan later~

$2.50 Sunglasses.

i felt like i was living in the Qin dynasty when i was there. Not exactly but yea..

In another 16 hours..

2011-10-04T17:45:00.001+08:00

You know what i love most, is that im able to be myself when im with you. And just so you know, you're so one in the world.

Yesterday once more

2011-10-03T14:19:00.001+08:00

Ok i think i sprained my neck, fuckthisshit. Meeting my babygirls for sushi now! <3<3<3

No lies, no wrong

2011-10-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

This is probably the last post thats up before i fly to China. Looking forward to travel again but what makes this trip tough for me is that ive to go through 12 days of not being able to see him. 19th oct and it'll be our turn to travel for the first time.

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But you when smile at the ground it aint hard to tell
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperately
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
You don't know you're beautiful
But that's what makes you beautiful

I'll be back soon~

2011-09-30T06:09:00.002+08:00

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love would be mine...

所謂夢想終究飄飄蕩蕩

2011-09-30T05:45:00.000+08:00

You thought you knew me but you don't
You say you'll love me but you wont
When you find out who I am

That girl

2011-09-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

When will my reflection show who i am inside?

I am me

2011-09-30T01:37:00.002+08:00

"Love is all about sacrificing." How true is it? However, people tend to overlook the point whereby you're sacrificing the real you, the one you used to be and be someone new

Everytime I close my eyes

2011-09-27T08:54:00.002+08:00

I don't need the whole world to love me, just those fews will do. I don't need to explain anything to anyone except to those special ones. Love like you've never been hurt before. Love like as if im your first and last lover. Love like you've never been in love before, love like youre willing to sacrifice everything for that one person. I'm lucky to have someone like you who loves me for who I am. I am lucky to have found you. I know that if I tried to compromise sometimes and show you that face of my coinbank, things will turn Out differently. I'm still trying. I'll be departing on 5th and ill be back on 17th. This time round I'm flying off to china and visit the great wall of china. It's another long trip again with my parents and I can't bear to leave you behind. I know I'll be missing you like crazy and I'm gonna need you so much so bably because I love you. For every moments apart, I'll repay you double

Sometimes i wonder

2011-09-22T04:21:00.001+08:00

Let's not wait till the water runs dry. We'll make the biggest mistake of our life...

Breakfast with a little bit of love in it, for you Mr. V. Now i feel like eating macs breakfast, damn it

First video

2011-09-22T02:46:00.005+08:00

This is how i look like and sound like in real life~ Kay ive got nothing better to do so pardon me yeah? :D

Two different looks~ I know it doesnt look like me but yeah~

Unexpected

2011-09-19T07:29:00.000+08:00

When someone's gone, the only thing left is probably photographs to be remembered by friends and love ones. Eventually, the hurt and memories will fade, bit by bit.

I see this love forever, and we just need this moment to love. When im not beside you, please dont ever feel lonely. For that i'll always be there whenever you need me, anytime anywhere. Im always there in your mind and vice versa. You and I, we're the perfect two.

Light on

2011-09-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

Well, just answered a few questions on formspring and i started thinking back and reflected bout my life.

Im very stubborn and i'll always make sure that things go according to my way. I'll do whatever i think it's right and neglect seeing things from a different point of view. Hence, i got my life into a big mess.

People called me slut because they thought they knew the so-called truth, not realising that it's all rumors and rumors. It's really scary how people can twist the fact and your so-called friends are doing all these behind your back. Jealousy, love turns into hatred, revenge. I dont have to be so precise about what happened and im glad that its over.

Simplicity..

Next to you

2011-09-15T03:26:00.000+08:00

Hi people, hows your day? It was good for me. Went to Nex with my mum and grandma to have some desserts and walked around the mall. I was hunting for a simple pair of earrings but got a ring for myself instead. Finally, dad replaced my old pathetic tv with a brand new 32", can watch shows comfortably in my own room already~ Painted my own nails earlier on, my pokka dots kind of fail ): Anyway Baby's staying over at my crib tonight, if im still up at 430, ill order hotcakes to eat heh.

Was browsing some blogs and i happen to saw this on my friend's blog: There are the people who have one soul mate, one person who is literally their best friend and one and only. Like they can have a whole group of other friends and cliques, but in the end when they need someone to fall back on or talk with comfort and effortlessly, the only person they have in mind would still be her/him. They don’t have to hang out all the time, both parties just know deep down they are gonna be there all the time, regardless. Doesn’t matter if they don’t hang out everyday or each of them meet new people. The main point is, THEY COME BACK FOR EACH OTHER. -I guess after reading this paragraph, someone has already popped up in your head. But if you have none, i guessed you've not found yours yet.

All of us definitely have friends and each of them belongs to different categories, eg: partying friends, studying friends, schoolmates. At different stages of life, we'll also have different kinds of friends. However, you know who's important to you and who's not, those you cant live without and will always stand by you, those who believes and put their faith in you. They're the ones who will stay throughout your journey in life.

I just need you to feel my love. I just need you to believe in me.

Birthday post

2011-09-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

Finally, i got back my memory card and im free to upload them on fb and here. I know its like 2-3 months back, haha. It was indeed a memorable birthday celebration and i would like to thank all my friends for coming down and special thanks to my boyfriend, esp that 99 roses <3.

I love hello kitty :D

Angel

I love this photo, baby's so cute as he got hit by the balloon thus it explained the expression shown in this photo

Issey

Shineshineshine!

Alvin

Yiting

Melissa

Jasmine

Darling xueting

Pheebbbs!

Tricia

So it striked 12 and it's officially 30! It's time to sing birthday song and cut the cake. Thereafter they surprised me by asking me to close my eyes and opened my mouth. Guess what?

Know what's this?

Fucking vibrator inside my mouth, yea and the power's on. Then they gave me another one..

A condom. Guess all of my friends are so dirty-minded, tsk. K so group photos..

My secondary school mates, miss those days..

Some of them came late and some of them came too late cause i was already wasted. Hahaha

Common scene in clubs. 5 secs, 10 secs, 5 secs, 10 secs.

Nicole came later~~

I was gone too soon, the effect came too sudden hahaha~ Thats all.

Speak of the devil

2011-09-13T03:53:00.001+08:00

Hi people, today's a good day. I had a taste of pure happiness by doing what i used to do when i was still a kid. Its been years since i last stepped into the playground at pasir ris park. There's swings and many others. Love and i went to play almost everything and it was great. For that 30 mins, I was a kid. We always say that we always wish to grow up when we're still a kid. Finally when we're all grown up, we hope that we can turn the hands of time and be a kid once again,those trouble-free days. But the bottom line here is to treasure every moment of your life because the exact same thing is never gonna happen twice.

My $2 animal prints passport holder

Went to watch contagion earlier on and i got no comments about that show, maybe it's a little too draggy thats all. Zoo, night safari, jurong swimming complex, cycling, repair my camera, do my IC, exercise more, dine more with family. So many things to do yet so little time to accomplish. HOW? Time management. Yes thats about it.

Shower, chat with love and SLEEP. Goodnight.

2011-09-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

We hug, we kiss, we argue, we misunderstand, we ignore, we assume...

At the end of the day, we love

Good morning world, it's friday today. Have a good weekend ahead!

If only

2011-09-04T03:31:00.001+08:00

If only we can live life without any worries, live without any fear, live without any stress and live life to the fullest. But words are just words, it's easier said than done. It sucks to be me right now, living behind the shadow of fears. At the same time, I chose to ignore and carry on doing what I want despite fully understanding the consequences that I might face in time to come. Contradicting much, but I'm stubborn and it took over the power to control my mind and every actions. However, there's a price to pay for being stubborn. I can't predict what's going to happen next. But one thing that I'm very sure about is that it's gonna be a bad one. If only i'm allowed to grant one wish, I'll wish to rewrite my story, rewrite my life and rewrite my role on Earth. If, don't really exist in life yes? Im afraid to fall right now and I don't want to let my emotions ruin my life. But really, I'm living for people, I'm living to reach the expections from people, I'm living not for myself. I'm perfectly fine with it, but I guess I'm trying too hard. I'm pushing myself a little too hard when I know I don't have to. Can the world stop being so judgmental for once? Maybe life will be so much more easier to live and It'll be less harsh on people. I guess recently I've been thinking far too much,no good. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointments. That's when I should try to stop expecting too much from myself and everything will be fine eventually. Yea it will someday.
In life, if only if exist, we'll all be perfect.

Im coming back, i will.

2011-08-30T03:18:00.000+08:00

Trying to cultivate the mood to study by typing some words here. I've been turning in late for the past few nights but what suck the most is that i only can study at night. Been working quite a lot recently even though it's exam period as i need to save up a sum for the coming Taiwan trip with love. Anticipating my first trip with love to be a fruitful one. Cant waittttttt...!! Got to endure for another week before the start of my official holidays hehehe. Aye it's 3.14am now, im tired but i better finish up my notes by today so that it doesnt affect my econs which is on Wednesday. Ahhh i need more time now. Miss you babylove! <3<3<3 Remember what ive said to you earlier on, once and for all. With many loves.

Many to-do things after exams, i miss photoshoot and ill be back..

2TWO2ND

2011-08-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

It's 29th again so....Happy 2nd love! I know i should be studying right now and promise ill do it right after im done with this post. I miss you now~ so fast.

Ok anyway, went to watch Final Destination 5 last night with the usuals. The same quote i always tell people: "Life is too short and too fragile, treasure the people around you before its too late" Before that, dinner at Modesto, my favourite beef lasagna.

Dessert~

Yesterday i cooked bee hoon for love's family and luckily it didnt taste that bad. They're so supportive. Today, yes again i cooked and it's fried rice with lots of sausages and ham. Heheh

Finally, im back to black hair. It feels like im back to secondary school days. K shall study now byebye

Come closer

2011-08-25T01:57:00.001+08:00

.....and hear my whispers in the dark

Life like this.

2011-08-23T15:10:00.001+08:00

Studying a little before work @ 6 with a cup of tea and love songs playing on my laptop.

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

somebody out there

2011-08-23T04:11:00.001+08:00

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to.
He’ll brush the hair out of your eyes.
Send you flowers when you least expect it.
He’ll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it.
He’ll call to say goodnight or just cause he is missing you.
He’ll look in your eyes and tell you, you’re the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you’ll believe it
- Nicholas Sparks

There's nothing else i'll wish for right now, other than you and only you.

Lost and found

2011-08-22T01:21:00.000+08:00

Finally back home, back to my own bed. Been staying at love's place since thursday. Went to taboo and play last night and ive experienced new things. 21st century but still..oh well.

Cine's arcade got this machine whereby you can create 2 mini albums for only $9? It's interesting and cute but i got frustrated using that damn machine, had many errors and we ended up with 4 albums lol.

Was looking through some old photos and decided to post some here.

When i was still a little girl, my mum loves to draw eyeliner on my eyes first before taking any pictures for me. I used to hate eyeliner a lot cause it's ticklish.

2009

and then 2010..

Now, time passes by so fast and it's 2011 already. 4 more months and it's 2012.

Shall skip the first half of this year about my life. Then i met that someone whom ive never thought that i'll end up being together with him.

Something about love. It keeps us going. Now, it's so much stronger.

I love you mr vlws

REVEROF

2011-08-18T01:55:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad that you came back into my life. This breakup made me realised so much, reflected so much on me and us. Everything happens for a reason. Now, there's no boundaries between us anymore.

You see a storm heading our way
You know the cold can make things delay,
Up here it can't do any harm.
The cracks show in the concrete jungle
Tear apart the weakest of hearts,
Up here you'll be safe in my arms.
Oh.

I know that you're feeling like we're only dreaming
Well don't look down 'cause this is real.

Like a satellite we're flying
Overhead where we see it all.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything and more.
There's no turning back from this point.
Reaching heights like never before.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything, we're everything and more.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/david_archuleta/everything_and_more.html ]
Let's try holding each other,
Found a love to last forever.
Up here gives you wings to stay strong, ooh.
The air is pure that we're breathing.
We're something to believe in,
'Cause I feel it's where we both belong.

I know that you're feeling like we're only dreaming
Well don't look down 'cause this is real.

Like a satellite we're flying
Overhead where we see it all.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything and more.
There's no turning back from this point.
Reaching heights like never before.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything, we're everything and more.

Trust me this is worth not falling back to Earth.
Everything and more is up here.

Like a satellite we're flying
Overhead where we see it all.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything and more.
There's no turning back from this point.
Reaching heights like never before.
Nothing can touch us, we're everything and more.

Nothing can touch us, we're everything, we're everything and more.
We're everything and more, hey

Ego over love

2011-08-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

Even if the whole world disagrees with me, i used to have you who i know that will always be there and agrees with me. We're all the same, we're all judgemental.

Thats it

2011-08-14T17:01:00.002+08:00

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.When you learn to love yourself, you¹re better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,cuz there¹s nothin' 'bout you I would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

2011-08-14T13:28:00.001+08:00

I thought it will last forever, even though forever dont exist to me. We gave up too fast, we didnt try to fight for this love and my life is full of dramas. I thought that you know it right from the start.

What hurts the most, is being so close. What hurts the most, is the moment im starting to fix back the pieces while trying to make things work out, you're no longer here with me.

You got it right

2011-08-14T07:31:00.001+08:00

now, you'll be happy to know this, we are over, we broke up and we're going on our separate ways.

Happy Birthday Singapore

2011-08-10T00:45:00.000+08:00

2 weeks? Im slowly getting too used to you beside me on every weekends.

Sometimes, i wonder who's reading this space, reading about my updates about life, reading about every words ive jotted down here. At times, i looked through every post ive posted before in the past, its funny and at the same time, many things flashed back. Bits and pieces, memories dont leave us yes? However, it's only memories, everyone has it, be it good or bad.

The easiest way to start afresh, is memory loss. The hardest thing..is giving up and walk away.

#randomthoughtsfromcherie

Again and Again

2011-08-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

i know i've so much more to look forward to in future. But sometimes, i secretly wished that i wasn't even brought to this world. Sometimes, i wished that the world would come to an end soon. Sometimes, i wished i was a devil in the soul of humans instead. Sometimes, i wished i was born with special talent such as predicting the future. Sometimes, i wished that the person who is typing all this never exist before.

Hello Monday, you're back again. Thats...pretty...fast... I dont hate you, just that i hate waking up early thanks to you and school. I love you more friday, see you in another 120 hours.

When it all falls apart

2011-08-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Goodbye July, Hello August. Im beginning to love my life, so much more than the past. Everything's the same even after turning 18, just that i can finally book BTT which is in oct, two months away~ I wanna drive now. Oh yea, i'll be flying to Korea in Oct too but it's with school though. Im planning a getaway during mid sep, i wanna leave singapore, i wanna travel again.

I miss you.

18

2011-08-01T10:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me. I had a blast and it was awesome. Though there's a mistake in between but still, i had lots of fun. I was gone too early but well, was too tired on Friday too. Pictures up soon.

Thank you love for this, it's really heavy. After playing too much, im sick now. k need to rest now, thank you to those who came down.

hell's so close and heaven's out of reach

2011-07-27T22:40:00.001+08:00

Im not perfect but ill keep trying. It takes a lot to realise, through all the heartaches and all the time we've wasted.This familiar feeling im experiencing right now, i hate it very much. We all made mistakes and that's perfectly fine as long as we learn from it and promise not to let history repeats. Its never too late.

Saw it coming long ago. i knew that things are gonna turn out this way. Just leave us alone, move on and thank you. I give you my word that you'll never get any messages from any of us anymore.

Happy Birthday Phoebe Chooooooo! 3rd year and still counting..

I wished for something, simple..

Come home as soon as possible! Guess i'll be sleeping soundly by the time you're home. Love.

Once for all

2011-07-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

It's funny how it wasnt meant for you yet you replied me through your blog. Haha seriously you have nothing worth mentioning about in this space of mine. But now I have to waste one post just to make things clear. you're definitely more mature than me,Definitely much more prettier than me. Yea if thats your point Of view. Anyway I don't have to say much but yes definitely I can't and never can win you for how much you did for him really. or rather a lot of girls can't win you in that. Thank you for wishing me In advance (: oh I know that replying this shows immaturity but sorry I'm only fucking 18, pardon me.

Thank god i found you

2011-07-26T01:20:00.001+08:00

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worth while